Holy glow queen haha!!! Day 67!
Sep 13, 2018
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good morning everybody I'm gonna
actually be sitting you guys a little
bit differently right now because my
whatever you want to call it my tripod
is out in the LIHEAP room so I was just
like okay well I'm just gonna put this
all out of the park
now and then we'll deal with it all
later so I'm gonna do okay I hope
everybody is having a wonderful start to
their day it's been pretty quiet around
here today and I am gonna use that
because I think what me and always
started doing with the kids I think
might be working you know I think
they're kinda starting to get the hint
that you know things are gonna change
around here we're not gonna be screaming
and crying when you know you want
something I think they are starting to
you know kind of maybe start to
understand that you know if you want
something that's fine you know we all
have needs and wants and you know but I
think as we continue to teach them you
know what is acceptable and clearly what
is not that they're gonna understand you
know they're their little you know and
this is the time that we start teaching
them the rules of things that you know
have to happen in order to get the
things that you want in life and you
know screaming and crying just clearly
isn't gonna get it so I think that
you know me and all he's sitting down
last I really I believe that really
helped a lot because you know it just
got us on that uh I know it's gonna
blind me out a little bit you guys and
I'm sorry sorry sorry but I cuz I don't
have my glasses on I can't clearly see
anything other than other than what my
lights showing me so I just want to make
sure that I get everything even so so
far I just I just put on my fun stuff I
don't know if it's gonna like give me
color
it's what I'm kind of scared of because
well my body doesn't hold color very
well if that makes any sense
so you know I don't want you guys you
guys are sitting here watching me and
I'm like bang bang bang bang bang oh my
stuff yeah that probably wouldn't be
very nice um anyway so I'm just hoping
that working with them and with you know
oli as well I'm really hoping that it's
gonna help with all of us so because I
believe that you know and the thing is
is that we've already you know I when
the kids want something I'm just like
okay if you want something that's
totally okay but how do we ask for it do
we you know scream you know what what
are we
and you know I stopped them and a mic
you know make them ask what it is that
they want and they have been and that's
that makes me feel good that you know
they're they're understanding that's
gonna take a while you know cuz they've
been getting away with acting that way
for a while
so you know it's gonna take all of us a
little bit of time I think because you
know we've all been used to just give
you an they want something so anywho but
I am trying on some of my new makeup
which is pretty exciting since I just
got this yesterday so it's all learning
process for me too
but anyways yeah so so far so far so
good
that's always a good feeling
as you guys probably are starting to
pick up I am I'm a glittery person I
love glitter glitter okay no this is my
new pin so excuse the fact I will not be
talking while I just part yeah all no
Amy
my RS for a second because it's getting
a little on the tight side
screw that without big down okey-dokey
chickens okay clearly today amy is
having issues with putting my eyeliner
on I don't know what is going on today
but today it's just been a day with my
eyeliner so I am calling it a moment I'm
calling it a day with it I am NOT gonna
already took it off once to redo it
no I'm not gonna do it again
I refuse so that's gonna stay what it is
the one I'm using today for lipgloss is
brilliant l-live rests with wet and wild
I guess that's kind of like my go-to
makeup is elf and well no I can't say
that I didn't say
wet and wild and elf but that's not
technically true because I have some
Maybelline in here and I do like
Maybelline so
I do want to get some darker lipsticks
though I think that branching out
definitely be a good thing wash it off
a million times because I screwed up
that works okay
you can will blend in better
with the
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we shall see
okay so that bronzing stuff know it like
literally turn my skin like a brownish
color I don't know if you guys can see
it because I've me in the daylight but
look like I came out and all he was like
oh what did you do like what do you mean
what'd I do
and yeah you could see like clearly
where mm-hmm I'm not all into the whole
changing my skin tone so and that was
nine bucks so we're just gonna take that
back because it's not it's not what I
want I'm mourning like a like a loose
glitter Ezra do we need to go to timeout
before we leave okay then you need to
stop hold on a minute Mama's talking
I'm warning like a loose like a loose
glitter that could go over my face but
this definitely is not the case so I'm
gonna be taking this bronzer back but
I'm hoping the rest of my face looks
good I had a really tough tough time
getting my eyeliner corrected today like
I was just clearly having a rough moment
so anyways we look like when we leave
the house on a day like today our kids
are actually being very good though I
will say that they're having their
moments but you know what kid doesn't
but for the most part we have not had as
me meltdowns as we have been because
we've been putting in time now and
stopping them when they need to learn to
talk so anyways I hope you guys are
having a wonderful search your guys this
morning and we're off to take my ring to
the jewelry store and then I don't know
what else we have planned but I will
just keep you guys posted on what we
plan to do
Hey welcome to Wednesday me we had a
great day today in so many different
ways oh let me tell ya so clearly you
see my face is clean nor the bank Oh No
yeah so we had a mishap today very big
mishap
so I thought I would be cool today you
guys anyways so we had a little oopsy
doopsy uh mistake Yankee so amy has been
looking for a glitter and when I see a
glitter I mean a facial glitter so
that's why yesterday at Walmart I
purchased this
okay yeah great a little oh my sponge
and I just went to town singing songs
and having a good old time wasn't even
wasting a day and finish up doing my
makeup and have a little bit of funky
funky nish going on with my eye liner
today so you say this one came out
perfect this one I had a deuce like
literally I think I did it like five or
six times oh I was so mad I was like are
you anybody but if only just did what I
thought was gonna be the best and I was
just like a ham guy so I get all done
and feelin pretty good go out to the
living room my husband says uh what did
he do
I was like what do you mean he says why
is your face all brown I'm like yeah I
don't know I do anything to it oh my
gosh you guys so what I thought was
gonna be glitter glitter because you
clearly can see glitter I didn't realize
that it was going to literally make my
skin color like that I didn't even put
that much on that's what was crazy and I
was like oh my gosh are you kidding me
I'm like really he's like honey I
seriously don't know what you were
trying to accomplish but you look like
you dipped your face in something and it
stuck oh great
well the problem was I had to leave we
had things to run today
and do and I have time to take that
stuff of and restart it
so he me got to walk around like a
bronzy and little well you know what it
reminded me of is back in the 80s Early
90s I'll say maybe they still have it I
don't know
I would not even trust it now but they
have that lotion the tanning lotion
stuff that would tan your skin but like
literally if you put it on with your you
know your palm of your hands your whole
inside of your hands would be black
almost and dark brown and I don't even
know what else color and there'd be
streaks all up and down okay that's
pretty much what it look like on my face
oh my gosh I was so embarrassed but I
had to leave it there was nothing I
could do and I was like well huh you get
to go public wouldn't be like this and
literally like if I pulled my his job
back there was like a ring so needless
to say that beauty the beauty essential
it's going back to the store only reason
why I'm going to take this back is
because this baby was nine dollars mama
don't pay nine dollars and just have a
sit in here to go back so yeah we could
be using that one again and anyways but
we went today and we took my jewelry to
the jewelry store got that stuff done
which that was nice because it was
always something that's always on the
back of my a my and like I gotta get
this stuff done I really got to get it
done because if you buy past your time
then your warranty expires and that's
like I mean you think about it one
diamond that comes out of one of your
wedding rings I mean your wedding rings
like you have multiples well I do with
my case cuz I get most wish but I mean
you don't even saying like a real
diamond out of a wedding ring is that's
expensive
and you know if you don't have a
warranty my god I don't know I'd
probably lose myself so Oh make sure to
go and do that so we did that and then
after that it was oh my gosh it was
dumping chlorine
and so I was just like you know what is
the point of being out in this nasty
weather let's just go home and chill out
and watch a movie or something because I
don't want to be out to this mess and so
that's what we did we came home well we
ran to Safeway the kids were asking for
apples so we went ahead and stopped and
got apples and then after that we came
home and I literally just relaxed I
edited the beam of the bean challenge
yeah you guys are gonna like that one
and then I just took it easy today I
really had a relaxing day I came home
and fully took a shower and scrubbed my
face and made sure every bit of that
orangey orangey was off and then after
that I just relaxed i Netflixed for a
little bit yeah I did I watched a show
it's called rattled it's on channel 37
on for Comcast and Pacific and what else
did I do I relax for a little bit just
like just laid there and just relax
didn't do really much of anything and
yeah it was really good and so it was a
very relaxing day and then I went ahead
show you guys I went ahead and because
I'm still waiting for the color straight
to come in and I haven't gotten in the
mail just yet and so I went ahead and
just put a gel overlay over my nails
because I need a little bit of strength
on him there my poor nails are just
getting so just they're they're they're
suffering so and I really was
contemplating putting some false nails
on but I think my nails really need that
break I think they need to just just
take it easy and so I'm not gonna do
anything with the these I'm just gonna
leave them and as they do there
usually these will last me for quite a
while so I'll just leave them and even
if I get the color straight I'll just go
ahead and wait until I'm ready to take
these off and then I can do the color
straight whatever because they don't go
bad so anyways and then what else did we
do today with the kids went really well
we really worked hard today on
communication with them just you know if
they're wanting something you know
because right now they're so used to
when they want something they just
scream for it like they just flat scream
and we both mean all they just are like
no that's not no how do you ask you know
and we'll make them change their words
and say what they need to say and get
their point across to us but they need
to do it in a you know respectful manner
and you know when speaking to each other
instead of screaming at each other it's
you know talking with respect and asking
with respect and there's a there's a
fine line because there's a difference
between like like right now they're
playing so of course you know I'm not
gonna be like oh shut up you know we're
you know you can't scream you know make
a noise I mean no that's not what my
point is is when they're demanding
something because they want it whether
it be a drink food toy whatever and
they're asking for it and they're
demanding it and screaming for it that's
absolutely not gonna fly anymore
they're gonna stop they're going to
repeat what I say which is the kind way
to say it and then I will answer back or
Ollie will answer back with yes you may
now Ollie does it all in Arabic I do it
in English because of course all he does
not speak to them in English and so he
does it in Arabic direction I do it in
English and it's worked really really
well and you know the timeout has
actually has went by really well today
and I'm really proud of me and Ollie for
being very
stern with it and sticking to it today
because it's so easy sometimes to just
be like just give it to them just so
they'll be quiet and stop screaming or
whatever and it's like but at the same
time where is that gonna get us you know
it's not gonna get us anywhere if
anything it's just gonna cause us to get
frustrated angry you know and we're
gonna react against their reaction and
so it's just gonna make a big bubble
basically of chaos and that's just not
how I want my home or my family to be
and so we really have been working it
working it so yeah it was it was a great
day a great day and then I had the
privilege to be invited to chef wannabes
life channel she was doing a live
tonight and she is on our channel as
well her name is Chris and I am so
thankful Chris for all the uplifting
that you did throughout that entire
video
I truly appreciate it and you know it
draws me to remember and to know that
what I am doing is clearly what I'm
supposed to be doing you know my game is
to always promote positivity
encouragement peace acceptance of
everybody and to love everybody even if
you have shortcomings with somebody you
still you still need to show respect and
love and mmm you know one of the things
Chris said was our chef want to because
that's how you guys will see her on the
channel
was that between me and oli that we
really have showed what different people
with different religions and beliefs and
lifestyles that not everybody needs to
be bubbled into one sacred bubble we're
all individuals we all have our choices
of action we all have our choices of
personality and who we want to be and
who we choose to be and that is so true
because that's exactly how we live our
life you know my husband and I could not
love any more than how we do because we
feel that there's enough negativity in
this world that what would our
negativity bring you know and I think
that that's why it's so important for us
to be so on top of our children right
now and really really drilling into them
this behavior of what's acceptable and
what's not because we are we are
bringing up the new generation and I
don't want my family to be responsible
at any given cost of any negativity in
this world I want when people think of
the Ramadan's that they see us as a
positive and a promoter of everything
that is uplifting and nothing that's
dreadful and so I just am so happy that
you know that she was able to see that
and and realize that this is truly my
life
this is me I don't put a fake on I don't
pretend you guys know that you guys see
it you've seen me you know sometimes I
get frustrated with my children and you
see it sometimes I get you know I'm very
excited and happy and you see it there's
nothing in between that is a gray color
with me it's black and white it's there
you go
you're gonna see it you're not you know
there's not gonna be anything hidden now
of course if something happens we're not
vlogging of course you're not gonna see
it but nine out of ten I share it with
you guys because I want you guys to know
that there are real human beings out
there that do struggle just like
everybody else that does have moments
and good times and bad times that we all
are facing the negative pieces of life
and also the positivity zuv life but I
always try to see the positive before I
can see the negative because most of the
time the positive will outweigh the
negative
you just gotta surf for it
another one that there was another
comment not on kirtan not on chef
wannabes but on another person's YouTube
channel that because there was a
youtuber that kind of you know was being
a little nasty with me which doesn't
hurt my feelings this was a while you
know this was like last week or
something and so a couple days later I
was on that person's YouTube channel
which is fine you know and I was just
you know I made a nice comment and
somebody said well you know you really
you know that is so encouraging to see
that this person that you are chatting
with was just being so nasty to you but
yet
you can be on here and still be talking
to them in a positive manner and that's
just who I am
you know I am to a point you will catch
me most of the time turning my cheek no
words don't go unseen or go unheard they
they're there but I have a choice
to react to it how I want to and nine
out of ten you're gonna get me reacting
to you in a positive manner no matter
what because no matter how ugly people
can be to me two wrongs don't make a
right and I have lived by that motto and
my children know that motto my husband
knows that much everybody in our home
knows that model too two wrongs don't
make a right
so just because someone was mean to you
doesn't mean you have to be nasty back
shower them with love maybe they're
hurting right than in there when they
attacked you you don't know what the
person's going through underneath their
skin you only see what they want to show
you but sometimes deep deep deep down
they're really suffering and they really
need an extra friend and even though
they want to attack you it's almost like
the movie Scrooge and it's almost
identical to that movie is how I live is
you know some people can just be darn
right out so mean and cruel but yet in
their heart they're hurting so bad for a
friend for a hug for a hand to hold and
they really need that but because
they're hurting so bad they just lash
because that's what their coping
mechanism is so for me it's not my job
to lash back and you know and cause more
heartache and pain that they're already
suffering through because I don't know
what their personal walk of life is I
don't know all of the story of their
life all I know is what I see and I'm
sure that's not every
thing that is deep down that has
happened so in return I'm not gonna be
the one again like I had shared in my
bowling video I'm not gonna be the one
to set that person over the edge because
I wanna lash back and being mean so
people can make comments you know that's
why when I get you no rude comments even
on our channel you know because I call
this ours not mine on our Channel 9 out
of 10 again you're gonna see me shower
them with a kiss or a heart or you know
something back that is creating a
positive remark unless it's obviously a
comment that just needs to be taken off
then I'll remove the comment and if you
know the person is just being very very
very mean then I have the choice to
block because I don't have to accept
that either so you know but at the same
time most of the time I will try my
hardest to show love because I want to
be that positive mark in somebody's life
when they think back on Who I am as a
person I want them to think that one
lady you know when I was being the
meanest and at my lowest
she was the most positive and that's
what I always tell Jeremias you know as
he's getting older you know never be in
the crowd of people that are being mean
don't ever be in the crowd of people
that are making fun of somebody you
always stand up and be the friend that
needs to be there for the person being
picked on yeah maybe that might cause a
little bit of confliction between you
and maybe some of your friends but at
the end of the day what is it gonna make
you feel like being able to look back
and say you know what I'm glad I was
that person's friend they needed that
friend at that time and clearly that was
my job at that moment to be there for
them so anywho
I was just going on to a preach but um
yeah so that's what I promote and I will
always promote that because that's just
who I am
anyways but yeah so today was kind of a
lazy day like I said I got the bean
challenge edited so I will get that up
and I'm trying to I think that was
pretty much all that happened today it
wasn't very what some very exciting
but it was nice it was a nice day down
my knee is still really give me a lot of
problems I am just really winging it
until the 20th I just AM like please
don't let brother really be something
wrong I my doctors gonna look at me and
be like why call now you know I already
ordered an MRI and you cancelled it
which I did because my knee started
feeling better and all of a sudden I'll
start getting hurt again so yeah I think
I already know what's gonna happen
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liked today and I will check in with you
guys again tomorrow tomorrow is Thursday
I don't know what's in the plans for
tomorrow exactly
but you will see me get up in the
morning and do my daily routine so
anyways I will check in with you guys
again in the morning take care have a
wonderful evening sweet dreams
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